Monday, December 19, 2011 @ 1:03 AM
feel so so so useless that i cant even explain how useless i am. why cant i get it? its like so long already. how did i even finish that twist the first time we learnt it? but why cant i get it anymore? like seriously? every attempt i make i just keep injuring the bases. demoralising to the max. i really wanna do it. but why is it that i just cant? i fear injuring ppl. i rather injure myself than injure others, cause they are innocent. why should others be made to pay for my own mistakes and inabilities? its just a damn pop twist! why cant i do it? time and again i tell myself i can, but when i really have to do it, i always end up getting chicken feet. and when i try, i end up injuring ppl. how many times is this gonna take? somehow, i even managed to overcome my phobia of basket toss. but why now this pop twist is getting in my way? no more pyramids this year. simple things like pop twists will add alot of points according to my coach. so why cant i do it? i can do my heel stretch now. but i need to do a nice dismount. when when when will i finally can it? seriously. FML!!!!
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