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5th august 1990
cheerleader
SP/NTU
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waiting to go back to hall but got to wait for my mum to get back first. shall take this time to blog!

the dreadful exams are finally over! days where we got to mug and mug and mug. having screwed up body clocks. the stress that gets over everyone. finally over. yes. and its finally that my dear bf gets to have his well-deserved sleep. those few hours sleep each day and going to exams without sleeping. draining on the body and the mind. its time to have a well deserved rest and break! and we are going off to desaru for hall 9's overseas expedition tml! first time there. excited! though more excited for my trip in jan. hahaha. exams are a chore. but the holidays that come after that are wat i always look forward to. but this holidays. wont be like holidays i guess? i got cheer training every night. welfare duty for i dunno how many times i week. and this position of vice captain gave me even more sai kang. need to do up the banner and stuffs for HO. haiz. ah well. just hope all the hard work will pay off. i kind of cant wait to start cheer, and yet i dun want to start. the irony? cheer will probably help me shed off the exam fats! but yet, i will be so very busy! and that means much less gai gai time with bf.:( ah well. we cant have the best of both worlds i guess. at least i still get to spend time with him. just no time go gai gai.

no pics recently since exam period was like grounding period. so just a song that i got damn crazy over. lol. ok not really crazy. but i listen to it on repeat for a period of time. haha.



You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts

I say can you believe it?
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I could see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes, this is what I thought about

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

And I remember that fight, 2:30 a.m.
As everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye
'Cause that's all I've ever known
Then you took me by surprise
You said I'll never leave you alone

You said I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine

Hold on, make it last
Hold on, never turn back
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
I can see it
I can see it now

think i have this bad habit of linking music lyrics to my own life. would think of how we sat outside esplanade by the river, chit chatting before we got together. and watched the pretty light show from MBS from there.. and would think of how we quarrelled in the middle of the night. how each quarrel brings fear to me that it might be the last quarrel ever and we aint gonna make it through. and tears welled up in my eyes at that thought. weird how a song can bring back emotions. really hope we are gonna make it. i can see it. hope you can too. (:
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